SAYING GOOD-BYE TO 10 YEARS OF MY PAST
SAYING GOOD-BY TO 10 YEARS OF MY PAST GOD SO GIVE YOU WHAT YOU NEED WHEN YOU NEED IT, YOU KNOW EVERY DAY I SEE HIS WORD IN ACTION. THE LAST WEEK OF AUG. IS A SORROWFUL WEEK FOR ME. AUG. 29 IS THE ANNIVERSARY OF ME AND MY HUSBAND, AUG 31 IS THE ANNIVERSARY OF MY HUSBANDS DEATH. THIS YEAR IT WAS 10YRS FOR HIS DEATH. BUT IT HIT ME LIKE A TON OF BRICKS. MIND YOU THERE HAS BEEN SOME YEARS THAT I GOT THROUGH MOST OF THE DAY NOT REMEMBERING THE DAY. BUT THIS YR WAS LIKE THE FIRST YR. WELL AS I WAS GOING THROUGH MY DAY JUST LETTING MY FEELINGS OVER TAKE ME AND NOT WANTING COMFORT, FEELING I HAVE THE RIGHT TO EMERGE IN SORROW AND SELF PITY AFTER ALL "I'M A WIDOW" I REMEMBER MY DAUGHTER SAYING WHATS WRONG WITH YOU AFTER SEEING ME SITTING ON THE SIDE OF THE COUCH STARING OFF, I SAID MY HUSBAND IS DEAD. SHE LOOKED AT ME AND SAID YOU JUST REALIZING THIS. KNOWING ME VERY WELL SHE IS THE ONE THAT WILL CALL ME OUT, SHE HAS THAT NO NONSENCE I FEEL YOUR PAIN BUT OH WELL, WHAT CAN Y