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HOLDING ON TIL GOD GETS BACK TO YOU

Have you ever found yourself in a trial that was not just for you. Married couples, Parents, anyone that is connected with another person. Sometime we go through the trial with others. Understand you will be blessed and learn something also,for a trial is to deepen our faith. But we don't know how long it is going to take the person that the trial is really intended for to come through or even how they will go through the trial. Are they doing it in their flesh, in their own strength, are they screaming and kicking, clueless or have they surrendred and allowed God to do what He needs to do in them. Well that is not really our concern, we have to let God deal with that. But we have to steadfast and hold on to God, and remember God got this. He will send us encouragement, strength and a support system while we waite. And unless God tells you to help or say something to the person we will have to close our mouth. not argueing with the person, tring to get them to see and hurry thro

Say Good-Bye to a Part of my past

THIS WAS A BLOG I POSTED LAST YEAR, I AM JUST REMEMBERING AND LOOK AT WHERE I AM TODAY, THIS IS A ON GOING PROCESS AS I GROW IN AGE, SPIRIT, WISDOM AND MATURITY MORE TO FOLLOW I AM SAYING GOOD-BYE TO MY PAST GOD SO GIVE YOU WHAT YOU NEED WHEN YOU NEED IT, YOU KNOW EVERY DAY I SEE HIS WORD IN ACTION. THE LAST WEEK OF AUG. IS A SORROWFUL WEEK FOR ME. AUG. 29 IS THE ANNIVERSARY OF ME AND MY HUSBAND, AUG 31 IS THE ANNIVERSARY OF MY HUSBANDS DEATH. THIS YEAR IT WAS 10YRS FOR HIS DEATH. BUT IT HIT ME LIKE A TON OF BRICKS. MIND YOU THERE HAS BEEN SOME YEARS THAT I GOT THROUGH MOST OF THE DAY NOT REMEMBERING THE DAY. BUT THIS YR WAS LIKE THE FIRST YR. WELL AS I WAS GOING THROUGH MY DAY JUST LETTING MY FEELINGS OVER TAKE ME AND NOT WANTING COMFORT, FEELING I HAVE THE RIGHT TO EMERGE IN SORROW AND SELF PITY AFTER ALL "I'M A WIDOW" I REMEMBER MY DAUGHTER SAYING WHATS WRONG WITH YOU AFTER SEEING ME SITTING ON THE SIDE OF THE COUCH STARING OFF, I SAID MY HUSBAND IS DEAD. SHE LO